Was rather busy in the last couple of weeks working on a freelance flash game project. Was slightly less busy this week which allowed me to clear up a couple of pro bono work for my churches (my current church in HK and my home church back in Toronto). Perhaps I’ve overworked a little too much, felt unusually tired in the last couple of days.
Not too sure if it’s tiredness-induced, I was rather impatient with my parents. First with my mother when she kept on bugging me to finish some food my brother bought us as souvenirs for his earlier trip. Then with my father today when he was bugging me over some TV reception problem for the living room TV. I didn’t yell or argue, but I couldn’t suppress my impatience and was rather rude in my attitude.
I still haven’t eaten up the food I didn’t buy and I still haven’t figured out how to fix the TV reception problem I didn’t cause, I didn’t do any wrong but why is there so much frustration within me? Can I just blame the impatience on my tiredness? Or is there other things in my heart yearning for my resolution?
Was out in HK Island for a client meeting this afternoon. Across the client’s office is the HK Arts Centre, decided to take a stroll there for the first time after the meeting.
Today marks the 3rd anniversary of me returning to HK, time really flies. I was 30 when I came back, and now I’m 33. Jesus carried out His master salvation plan when He was my age. Look at me, what have I done in these 3 years?
Completed the first painting of my new painting course. The colors were way off, and I’m not exactly proud of this piece at all. I remember the time when I first started to paint a few months ago, I would easily be frustrated when I painted poorly, painting class was a bit of an emotional ride. Now I just console myself believing there’s much room for improvement in the remaining 3 paintings. And now instead of envying other students work, I’m learning to turn that envy into admiration.
