Sunday, Sabbath, Rest

IMG_0303For many years, regardless of busy academics or work, I’ve been dedicating my Sundays for rest and to spend time with my family.  After being diagnosed with AOSD and having spent 12 days at the hospital, I know even better now the importance of rest.

Today was a particularly restful Sunday.  After a restful sleep, I woke up early and had plenty of time to get myself ready for the early session Sunday service.  After service, there was much time to spare before our weekly family dim sum, so I went to the flower market to buy some soil and some flowers for my mother.  Since the day was started early, I had lots of free time in the afternoon, so I went to the “goldfish street” to buy fishes and aquatic plants for my two long neglected aquariums at home.  Spent the rest of the afternoon slowly cleaning up the aquariums.

My brother-in-law boarded the plane and returned to Toronto in the afternoon, and my sister brought my two little nieces over for dinner.

I deliberately slowered my pace throughout the day, telling myself constantly not to rush through anything.  It seemed particularly peaceful, quiet, and restful.

“你們得救在乎歸回安息; 你們得力在乎平靜安穩; ”

Good Recovery Progress

Checked in with the doctor today, all signs were good and my recovery progress is very satisfactory.

Will continue to lower my medication dosage weekly and then check in with the doctor again on Jan. 10th…

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Yet More Plantings

IMG_0885Went to the hospital in the morning to take some blood samples for testing, will be reviewing my recovery progress with the doctor at noon tomorrow.

Had dim sum with my parents and my sisters’ families afterwards.  There was not much to do in the afternoon, I decided to go to the flower market for a stroll and then go back to the studio to do some planting.  My sister and my little 5 year-old niece decided to join.  They had a good time.

When I was doing the plantings a few days ago, I discovered that the flower (水仙) that my sister gave me during CNY last year had miraculously resurrected.  I decided to dedicate that big pot for flowering plants, adding to it tulips, 風信子, and 葡萄風信子.  Looking forward to the blooming season(s)!

Christmas 2014

Didn’t join the Christmas service at church this year because the doctor advised me to avoid crowds while I’m still continuing the medication.

Instead, we had the rare occasion to meet up our uncle and aunt for dim sum.  They had been battling with some serious illness in recent years, it was good to see them looking healthy today.

After dim sum, I invited my sister, brother-in-law, and my 2 little nieces from Toronto to visit my studio.  I requested my 2 nieces to each draw me a picture to post on the wall, and they happily did so.  After about an hour, they left to the nearby malls to kill some time before meeting up my other sister and brother-in-law for dinner.

I stayed behind in the studio and spent a quiet Christmas afternoon folding paper… counting my days… contemplating…

Don’t know when I started feeling an urge to find someone to spend the holiday with, but that desire seems to be the strongest this year.  Perhaps the Adult-onset Still’s Disease (AOSD) had made be quickly mature into an adult in mere weeks.  Whatever the reason, I really hope to find someone right to share the holidays and my whole life with, and I pray that God would guide the way.

Yet, it’s Christmas today and I really should spend more time to think about the humble and celebratory birth of Jesus more than two thousand years ago…

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Father’s Birthday

It so happens that my father’s lunar birthday is on Silent Night this year.  We had hot pot at my brother’s place and took the precious opportunity to take a family photo.  The last time our family of 14 had a family photo together was 2 years ago!

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More Plantings

IMG_0874Continued with my plantings at the studio.  Took me the whole day to replenish the succulents, now my back is hurting a little, but it feels good to finally complete something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time! =)

Christmas Trees

Finally took the time to take care of my little rock garden at home…

Bought 3 “Christmas trees” this year, 2 to replace a couple that were dead.  It’s been more than 5 years since I returned to HK…

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Home Sweet Home!

Having spent 12 days at the hospital, it feels especially good to be home again! Thank you again for all your prayers and kind messages.

Found a little info about my illness – Adult-onset Still’s Disease (AOSD, http://www.m.webmd.com/a-to-z-guides/adult-onset-stills-disease). The very rare disease is without a known cause nor is it preventable. It’s not infectious either, so there’s no need to be worried if you happened to bump into me. =)

The doctor said that the medication I’m continuing taking for the coming short period works by suppressing my immune system, so I’m more susceptible to external infection. I’m thus advised not to join gatherings with many people. It looks like I’ll be spending a quiet and warm Christmas and New Year with my family this year, I think this is a good thing.

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A Little Reflection

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Doctor said I can go home and continue the medication tomorrow!! =)

A little reflection of the 10+ days of hospitalized experience:
I believe this is God’s way of telling me to rest and reconnect with Him.

When I was suffering from continuous high fever, feeling most vulnerable with the thought of death crossing my mind, I recall this bible verse “Be still, and know that I’m God”.

When I question why I’m suffering from such a rare disease (Adult-onset Still’s Disease, AOSD), a disease that is not known for its cause nor preventable, I recall this verse “你們得救在乎歸回安息; 你們得力在乎平靜安穩; ”

During my stay in the hospital, I cherish the quiet hours and rekindled my joy of reading the bible, I’ve finished reading Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, Song of Songs, Isaiah, and now continuing into Jeremiah…

The road to recovery is still somewhat unpredictable at this point, but I trust that I’m in good hands, and I thank God for this little detour in life.

Update of My Illness

Fever has gone for more than 48 hours… Will take some blood samples tomorrow, If everything looks ok, I may go home in a few days and will not need to spend my Christmas in the hospital…

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